domingo, 9 de junio de 2013

My ramblings

Work is there, it will always be there. But what is rare is finding someone you.

Work is there, it will always be there. But what is rare is finding someone you.

My first mother’s day without my mom. I feel lost.

My first mother’s day without my mom.
I feel lost.

It’s one month today. I’m still here. Broken. Sad. In shock. In so much shock. It...

It’s one month today.
I’m still here.
Broken.
Sad.
In shock.

In so much shock.
It doesn’t feel real.
I still expect to see her, to talk to her, to touch her.
I miss her.

It’s been one month.
The rest of my life to go.

Today was a rough day. I was sick to my stomach several times, I cried at work. I couldn’t...

Today was a rough day. I was sick to my stomach several times, I cried at work. I couldn’t breathe.
And then I looked at the date, April 22, it’s been exactly one month since my mom fell into a coma and three weeks since she left this world.

Writing this down makes my stomach hurt, I just want to throw up.
How I miss her. I just want to touch her.

I have a deep need to be held and comforted, yet there is no one in my life to do that.

I have a deep need to be held and comforted, yet there is no one in my life to do that.

macencheeze: killaguhrilla: titsandsass: bunnyfood: Good...



macencheeze:

killaguhrilla:

titsandsass:

bunnyfood:

Good morning, internet.

this is the best thing i have seen all day.

The only thing I ever needed in life is right here: a cat in a shark costume riding a Roomba chasing a duckling. My life is complete.

I need this on my blog

danivitale: A thought for a terrific Tuesday :) #quote...



danivitale:

A thought for a terrific Tuesday :) #quote #positivity #loveyourself

It’s been two weeks and it still doesn’t seem real. When I’m not busy either with...

It’s been two weeks and it still doesn’t seem real.
When I’m not busy either with my hands or with my head I start to think and then I can’t breathe.

It’s been a week since we laid my mom to rest. I’m still very much in shock. I kiss my...

It’s been a week since we laid my mom to rest. I’m still very much in shock. I kiss my mom. I want her to come back. How will I live the rest of my life without my mom. I just don’t know how I’m going to survive.

Why can’t I have my mom back?
Why did she leave me?

nerdymchotpants: whoa



nerdymchotpants:

whoa

Like superman I have a disguise or a shield if you will. My long hair and glasses are shields. I can...

Like superman I have a disguise or a shield if you will. My long hair and glasses are shields. I can hide behind them. I will never stop

I wish people showed more compassion to each other. The world needs more compassion.

I wish people showed more compassion to each other. The world needs more compassion.

I miss my mom

I miss my mom

My mom’s been gone for exactly a week. It still doesn’t seem real. How do you mourn the...

My mom’s been gone for exactly a week. It still doesn’t seem real.
How do you mourn the most important person in your life?

I feel so guilty. Absolutely guilty. I wish I could have been a better daughter and that I could...

I feel so guilty. Absolutely guilty. I wish I could have been a better daughter and that I could have saved her.
I will miss her for the rest of my life.
I love my mom per sempre

We laid my mom to rest on Friday April 5th. It was a beautiful service. My mother was a beautiful...

We laid my mom to rest on Friday April 5th. It was a beautiful service. My mother was a beautiful woman. She was strong, warm, silly, beautiful, dedicated, loving, Funny and my Champion.

Part of me still doesn’t believe it’s real. I will never get over her loss. All I can do is be strong for my daddy and my sister.

How my mother loved me.

I hope I can make her proud. She is the best woman I have ever met.

Today is going to be hard. So hard but I need to be strong for my sister and my father. I just wish...

Today is going to be hard. So hard but I need to be strong for my sister and my father.
I just wish I had someone who was strong for me.

My mom loved me.



My mom loved me.

This is the only place I can grieve for my mom. I can’t grieve at home, daddy is lost and My...

This is the only place I can grieve for my mom. I can’t grieve at home, daddy is lost and My sister is devestated so I share my feelings here. Thank you for listening.

My heart is broken.

I feel so guilty! So fucking guilty. So guilty I can’t breathe

I feel so guilty! So fucking guilty. So guilty I can’t breathe

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